Disco Drive

Dduhoreun nimoseube mujakjuhng dallineun ee bam ee guhrineun
Machi nuhege ppalli garan deut makhineun jul moreugo

Gaseumi harandaero hagessuh naega saranghahello kitty
Muhmutguhriji anha nuhl mannago shipuhjil ddaemyuhn

Bogo shipuh gyuhndil soo uhbduhn nae haru geuriwoomdeureun
Daraoreun engene gwengeume muduhbuhrigo
Bollyum suhsuhi ollyuhjumyuhn
Nuhreul hyanghaeganeun ee guhrineun oneul namanui chukjeui bam

Nuhl hyanghae dallineun naui sarang muhmchugin neujeun guhtman gata
Dan han buhnilji moreul sarangi naege on guht gata
Modeunge jichigo himdeulduhn naredo nuhege ganeun gil wiui nae moseup
Machi kkum irun saramchuhruhm naedidneun balguhreum
Lalalala lalala lalalala lalala uhneuduht nuhui moseubi boyuh

Nadomolla ddeuguhwoon gaseume ikkeullyuh
Buhlssuh haendeureul jabassuh dduhllyuh
Hanadoolset semyuhn juhgi juh muhlli
Geudae nareul gidarigo isseulteji hokshi
Ee girui kkeute niga suhisseulgga
Sseuldeuhbneun gomin ddawin da buhrigo ppalli
Chukje doolmanui chukje shijakhago shipuh RPM UP

Sarangi bakkwuhbuhrin hansaram jigeum dallineun gibun
Jinagan shigan sok werowoomdeul nallyuhbuhrigo

Bogo shipuh gyuhndil soo uhbduhn nae haru geuriwoomeun
Daraoreun engene gwengeume muduhbuhrigo
Bollyum suhsuhi ollyuhjumyuhn
Nuhreul hyanghaeganeun ee guhrineun oneul namanui chukjeui bam

Nuhl hyanghae dallineun naui sarang muhmchugin neujeun guhtman gata
Dan han buhnilji moreul sarangi naege on guht gata
Modeunge jichigo himdeulduhn naredo nuhege ganeun gil wiui nae moseup
Machi kkum irun saramchuhruhm naedidneun balguhreum
Lalalala lalala lalalala lalala uhneuduht nuhui moseubi boyuh
Lalalala lalala lalalala lalala uhneuduht nuhneun naepume angyuh

My 30 Month oLd Jaden

*sigh*

What a way to start a blogpost right? but well, now that Super Junior is here and gone, its back to reality for me. I went there a K-pop fan / SS501 die hard fan and I came out NOW also a die-hard Super Junior fan. I mean, they were good and may be a little better than some Taiwanese boybands.

Anyway, I am on the lookout for more songs and future concerts from them! A sure must buy or must go! =)

Enough of Super Junior now. I am sure most of you would have been bored out with me going on and on about them. I can still go on and on but well, enough of them at the moment.

Time to head back to reality, which means focusing on my daily routine and what my 2 1/2 year old has been up to.

Hes been a cutie and a little tantrum throwing boy at the same time. I wonder if it is his way to rebel, or just to show that you cannot push him around whenever wherever. Ok, maybe its a good thing that he doesnt come running to mommy or daddy when somebody hits him or pushes him away. Or maybe its a bad thing because he will HIT YOU BACK or PAY YOU BACK the same you do to him. Hmm.. Its quite worrying because I don't want him to grow up to be a bully yet I don't want him to be bullied either. So how like that? I do whack him and scold him if he retaliates back when he is MEMANG in the wrong because I really cannot accept such behavior but if it was really some other people's fault that made him act the way he did, then by all means, please boy, stand up for yourself. =) Am I being a don't care mommy around here now then if I allow him to? *confused!*

The cute part about Jaden is that now and then, he will approach Hubby or me on his own and kiss us on the lips. Lip to lip kiss. So cute! So sweet I tell you! Its like just to remind you, Daddy/ Mummy I still love you, you know? AAwwwwwwww... and of course with that one kiss, he gets his own way with Hubby la. For me, I still whack if he misbehaves the next minute!

Jaden is quite sharing with his food too. Some kids might just want to chomp down their food and not give you any but Jaden, well, he will offer you again and again until your face is full of oil from that food if that food is oily!

Jaden turned 30 months old last Sunday and we bought him doughnuts to celebrate. He is such a big fan of doughnuts and the very sight of us taking it out to feed him, he will be screaming with delight, springing all the way! Hubby calls him the Spring-rila! Its like he has springs in him and there he will go hopping all day without getting tired! Its as if we, the parents feel tired for him! LOL We also took him for a run at the Sunway Giza courtyard! Jaden loves open spaces where he can run free. He is most happy when he has space to runaround. =)

So there, for now, my back to reality! =) but before I go, here is another song that is quite nice to listen to..

M4 - " 널 위한 멜로디 (Melody Of You) " Lyrics.

(ROMANIZATION)

(sejun) cheosnune banhaessdamyeon an mideulkka bwa
salanghandago hamyeon budamseuleolkka bwa
himdeuleodo chamgo maeumeul gamchwodo
jakkuman tiga naneungeol eotteoghae~

(giseong) ijeneun deoneun chameul suga eobseoseo
deo isang gamchuneun ge himi deuleoseo
geudael hyanghan nae mam gobaeghago sipeo
nae jinsimeul gadeug damaseo~

(wonjun) neol wihan mellodi salangui mellodi
eonjena bulleojugo sipeun i nolae
heolaghaejwo jebal badajwoyo nae mam geu nuguboda deo jalhalge

(jaehun) neol wihan mellodi salangui mellodi
i sungan naneun amugeosdo buleobji anha~
geudaeman issdamyeon naneun haengboghae~ hamkkelamyeon chungbunhanikka

(sejun) amuli maleul haedo bujoghajiman
nae mameul pyohyeonhagien beogchajiman
(wonjun) deuleojwoyo jebal salangeulo chaeun han salameul wihan i nolael

(giseong) neol wihan mellodi salangui mellodi
eonjena bulleojugo sipeun i nolae
heolaghaejwo jebal badajwoyo nae mam geu nuguboda deo jalhalge

(jaehun) neol wihan mellodi salangui mellodi
i sungan naneun amugeosdo buleobji anha~
geudaeman issdamyeon naneun haengboghae~ hamkkelamyeon chungbunhanikka

(wonjun) daleun salam andwae nan ojig geudaeppun~
(jaehun) geudaen naui majimag salang~ o~
(sejun) geudaeyeo salanghae jeongmallo salanghae yeongwonhi geudaemaneul salanghalgeyo
(wonjun) mideojwoyo jebal geudae eobseumyeon nan halulado sal suga eobseo~
(giseong) geudaeyeo salanghae jeongmallo salanghae
jeoldaelo geudae maeum apeuge haji anha

(jaehun) nae jeonbuleul geolgo yagsoghalgeyo nae maeumeul badajuseyo

(sejun) na geudaeleul
( M4 ) salanghae

(HANGUL)

(세준) 첫눈에 반했다면 안 믿을까 봐
사랑한다고 하면 부담스럴까 봐
힘들어도 참고 마음을 감춰도
자꾸만 티가 나는걸 어떡해~

(기성) 이제는 더는 참을 수가 없어서
더 이상 감추는 게 힘이 들어서
그댈 향한 내 맘 고백하고 싶어
내 진심을 가득 담아서~

(원준) 널 위한 멜로디 사랑의 멜로디
언제나 불러주고 싶은 이 노래
허락해줘 제발 받아줘요 내 맘 그 누구보다 더 잘할게

(재훈) 널 위한 멜로디 사랑의 멜로디
이 순간 나는 아무것도 부럽지 않아~
그대만 있다면 나는 행복해~ 함께라면 충분하니까

(세준) 아무리 말을 해도 부족하지만
내 맘을 표현하기엔 벅차지만
(원준) 들어줘요 제발 사랑으로 채운 한 사람을 위한 이 노랠

(기성) 널 위한 멜로디 사랑의 멜로디
언제나 불러주고 싶은 이 노래
허락해줘 제발 받아줘요 내 맘 그 누구보다 더 잘할게

(재훈) 널 위한 멜로디 사랑의 멜로디
이 순간 나는 아무것도 부럽지 않아~
그대만 있다면 나는 행복해~ 함께라면 충분하니까

(원준) 다른 사람 안돼 난 오직 그대뿐~
(재훈) 그댄 나의 마지막 사랑~ 오~
(세준) 그대여 사랑해 정말로 사랑해 영원히 그대만을 사랑할게요
(원준) 믿어줘요 제발 그대 없으면 난 하루라도 살 수가 없어~
(기성) 그대여 사랑해 정말로 사랑해
절대로 그대 마음 아프게 하지 않아

(재훈) 내 전부를 걸고 약속할게요 내 마음을 받아주세요

(세준) 나 그대를
( M4 ) 사랑해

i *heart* em' young -Super Junior SS2 2010 Asia Tour -Malaysia

I knew I have to go no matter what right after I saw the advertisement on Astro and by hook or crook, I managed to make Hubby get me the tickets to watch. Whee!!!

I would say, it would have made me regret so much if I did not go because the programmes prepared by the boys for us was just so adrenaline pumping and who wouldn't love some abs and ass showing? *wink*

Amy and I left for the stadium at about 545pm and slowly made our way there. Reached there at about 630pm and luckily, we found parking near to the stadium door entrance. There was already long queues leading to God knows where but these people were just lining up. I mean, all these tickets except the rockpitt are numbered so why the long line? and then i figured it was prolly for the merchandise but no, by the time I was there, merchandise were all swept clean by fans who had came earlier or pre-ordered since pre-historic times. *gRin*










Amy and I then lined up to go in and surprisingly, although the RELA members checked every individual's bag, they allowed cameras to be brought in and lets just say, it was really nice to be able to use the camera freely compared to Music Man's concert. I mean, people go to these concerts and would love to bring back the memories with them and what nonsense is it not allowing cameras or photos taken? Maybe there is a better explanation to it but at the moment, these are just my thoughts on cameras disallowed.

There was two opening act by Malaysians, which one group comprised of Thomas and Jack and the other one is Iqwal, which both did some dance music numbers but well, how could they beat the Koreans? But I do think they did rather a good job being the guest acts.








The show finally began at 8am, and that also with a big bang! I mean, literally, I have like Ryu Wook standing right behind my seat for a good 1-2 minutes and I just went shutter crazy! He has always been one of the boys who I kind of fan-cy in the whole of Super Junior group because of his unique vocals. FWAH! One of the best seats in the house I must say! Ok, maybe if I were seated at the front line of the stage, it would have been really awesome but getting photos of Ryu Wook and seeing him in person SO CLOSE (so close that if I reached out, I would have touched him! Yes, I was that close to him!)










The boys started off singing A Man in Love and then from then, if I am not mistaken, Its You (Remix version) and then ... I sort of forgot which songs or what songs but they were all really good, even the solos. I was even so touched by the E.L.F's efforts in the Shining Star project which brought tears to Lee Teuk, who could not carried on singing because he was busy wiping his tears away. aawwwwww..










then .. then.. there were times when they teased the crowd with abs showing, butt dancing like those KARA girls doing the Mister song and the almost kissing... oohhh HAWT HAWT HAWT! I could have just go on and on and on about how HAWT they all were but that will prolly make you think I am mad but well.. my cousin said we could just have been cougars! LOL




The show started off with only 10 ori members of the Super Junior group performing. Two more came near the ending, both from SJ-M's group, Henry and Zhou Mi but well, they both are good too! It didn't really matter at all about how many ori Super Junior members were there because they rocked the concert hard! They rocked it good!




I taped their Sorry Sorry performance back for Hubby to watch because its only one song that he recognised from them. Thanks to Channel V and MTV for playing it over and over again, and me and my Music Bank and JK Pop every weekday 6-630pm. *gRin*







Siwon wore his coat without anything inside and when it flew open, I swore I nearly fainted just by looking at those abs and well, he was one of the buffiest looking guy there, mostly also the one showing off those yummy parts! and guess what? I even managed to catch in time, when he lifted up his shirt to tease the crowd during Puff the Magic Dragon song performance. KyuHyun could really sing quite well in English. SiWon too, can speak English but just not that good but well, its all good!










There was quite a lot of fans interaction with the boys. They played around with water guns shooting water at the fans in the rock pitts and those seated near the stage. There was also quite a lot of gifts throwing on the stage and some were taken by HeeChul to play with but I doubt they took any of those back except for ShinDong who wore the Malaysia E.L.F tee-shirt at the end. Other than that, the stage, when everything ended, it looked so typical like what Malaysian revellers would leave behind for MPPJ to clear up after a New Year/Christmas countdown celebration. *shakes head*







Amy and I left as soon the concert ended, and seated beside just the exit point was a plus and security just opened up the side doors to let us out, and our car was just strategically parked there... so we beat the jam, went for supper and went home to dream about the boys.. that, prolly happened with Amy.. but for me, it was back to reality for me, back to my OWN TWO BOYS, who can literally rocked my house down too.. *sigh*

In all, it was one good concert to start the 2010 concerts... and I am now looking forward to one, should it happen, please let it happen!

Thank you Hubby for helping me to babysit Jaden and Amy being a great partner! =) =)

For a full account of what happened during the concert or before that, you can check out the forum of these really die hard fans of Super Junior. They sure did write a full account of what happened and what took place during the concert! **updated 230310 - The Star's reporter's account here , Malay Mail's too ...*sigh*

and since Blue is the official colour for Super Junior fans, this post shall be in blue then... and for the songs again, well, get it from this website but I would suggest to get the CD and blast it out loud to your heart's content! =)

p/s: and as for my full photos on the concert, you can check out my FB picture.. =)

a bad start - a good ending

for the day at least I hope...

Everything just seemed to go haywired once Jaden woke up crying. His mood was so foul, that he kept crying every 5 minutes. That nearly drove me insane wanting to tape his mouth up if I could but well.. I didn't. Just a figure of speech. Things went downhill since then.

When the son's mood is foul, so is the father and when both their mood is foul, I fall victim.

Went out of the house to collect a 'gift' which thrilled me so much! Getting to go out of the house means not having to see both dark clouds looming in the house. Anyway, I think its one of their shared secret to secretly drive mommy out of the house so they can both be together.

Well, things should have lit up from there but no. Of all days, I decided to give in to just reloading RM10 into my prepaid and my stupidity got my topup barred and I can't do shit bout it. Can't call out, can't even do the *# thingy to revive it back, and that means I have to wait till I go back home and get the customer service to help me out. *dang*

After getting my 'gift', I hurried over to tapao lunch because someone have lots of work/meetings/ party to attend to. Saw XY and Jojie on my way back on the road and decided to honk them crazy. They must have cursed before looking at the side to see who was honking them.

Reached home, fed the old one, asked him to dish out a dead bloated lizard from the sink. EEwwww I know. You know what is more disgusting? I have been washing some dishes before realizing that my hand hit something... yes, I ter-touched the dead reptile. EEEEWWWWWWWWW! So I called the old man to throw it out of the window. *shivers*

The old man went out after that and from then, everything started to change for the better. Yay yay! Fed and bathed the young one, took him out to One U to meet my cousin who flew in from Melbourne early this morning for tomorrow's SuJu's Super Show II 2010 Asia Tour. Both of us had a good time catching up over what happened throughout the years in regards to us and the family. =) I know I would have a really good time with her tomorrow too at the concert coz she is FUN! She spells FUN! =)




The old man? Well, hes out celebrating St Patrick's Day. I mean.. he? celebrating? He doesn't even really celebrate CNY and all others? and now suddenly St. Patrick's Day? Well, soon enough, we will be celebrating Easter, Thanksgiving, Halloween (oh wait, its Halloween everyday at my place.. have you met me?) I am not sure if he is hitting Hennesy Artistry after the drink like a horse session at One U, but well, anything that makes him loses stress after a whole week of workload. He happy, me happy, baby happy! we are happies!




Now, I am just going to stop procrastinating, log off the comp, do some real housework a bit and put the boy to bed. Time for mother and son bonding. =)

oh and the day is really going to end well, I hope I don't jinx it by saying it but the old man is coming back home right now with Assam Laksa for meeeeeee... Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Super Success II

Woo Hoo! Got my hands on the Super Junior Super Show II 2nd Asia Tour 2010 already! I am so excited and ready to go! and the next best thing? My niece a.k.a my cousin (I tell ppl shes my cousin but if we were to take all these generation ranks in, I am her aunty *sigh*) is flying in from Melbourne just for this concert too. I am so excited! It has been like dog gone years since I last saw her... like prolly when I was still in my teens?

and for my HunYee, if you have not heard all the songs from Super Junior Super Show II album, well, there is this one site I found that has their songs that you can listen to... So listen up girl, before their concert! =)

So till then, woo hoooooo again! Super Junior, here I come!

Bookshop Heaven!

There is this one superb place in Amcorp that I must really give thumbs up to. The BookXcess place. It is such a wonderland that I get all giddy and happy when I step into that particular shop. There are so many books there, that are going as cheap as RM5-RM19.90. Mind you, these are not second hand books. These are brand new books but I just don't understand why it is being sold at such cheap rates. My only thoughts are that this shop is like F.O.S or D.F.O but what the heck, when one offers you such good pricing for nice, juicy books, just take it!

I stepped into this wonderland today and got out with 4 children books and 4 books for myself. I even got a discount just because I have a membership card to that place. Oh bliss!

I am sure mothers out there would totally love this place because there are just so many children books to choose from and they are all so goooooooooooooooooood! If Hubby did not stop me, I would have prolly ended up buying Jaden more books than for myself. *sigh* oh Shu Yin! You will totally fall in love with all the books there! *wink*

"When you sell a man a book,

you don't sell him 12 ounces of

paper and ink and glue-

you sell him a whole new life."

-Christopher Morley

Got two Tony Parson's books, Fractured by Ruth Dee and How to Potty Train your Kid (Rm9.90) for myself. Yay! New books to read! and my DVDs too.. finally, I have got my hands on New Moon and I can't wait to pop in the DVD!


Has anyone watched 7 pounds by Will Smith yet? I know I am a little late in all the movies but this is one movie not to be missed! It is such a tear jerker. Maybe not all that crying drama mama like PS I Love You or The Notebook but that is one good movie. A sure recommend!

I can foresee a long week of good books and good movie indulgence for myself! *mmm* I am so loving the moment! =)

J card sales days are EVIL!

Finally, after a few times of missing out on the J card sale and asking friends around if they own one so I can go and buy those disposable diapers for a much much more cheaper price, I applied for the J card last Sunday.



My, oh my, my timing could not have been any better. I did not even realized it when I applied for the card last Sunday after Jaden's class for March 10 and 11 was J Card Sales day and the whole of 1 U were having this J card sales.. so evil!

I brought Jaden there on Wednesday, forgetting it was J Card day, wondering why some cars were parked by the side of the road.. and then only half way up to the parking lot, I realized that it was J card sales day.

The main reason I brought Jaden to One U was to let him run and play in Kizsports, but the urge to go shopping for his baby stuff was far much more greater. So after letting him loose in Kizsports for about an hour, I scooped him to Jusco and went and survey the things on sale.




Could not resist getting Jaden a few more VCDs at 10% and 20% off.. and the baby wipes. Pureen 100 baby wipes x2 were going as cheap as RM9.90. I bought 3 packs because I still have 1 more pack at home. Mamypoko were also calling out to me but alas, I ran out of cash to want to buy it.. and that too, I was thinking I have 6 large packs sitting at home with me at the moment. I was reasoning hard with my consience whether if I really need to purchase more but well, guess it was no harm asking Hubby if we could go get more since Jaden do really need them.


Well, the result? We went back the next day in the evening and bought 4 more packets of the 40 pieces of XXL MamyPoko. So now, I have 10 packets of MamyPoko sitting in the room. Woo hoo!

J card sales days are EVIL!

p/s: Can you guess which one is my card design?

Wisdom tooth extracted.. ouch!

My this one tooth has been giving me problems of late. This is the second time in a span of two months and I thought enough is enough. Maybe its really time I have to part with it and so I went to Hubby's dentist, which I kind of find more comfortable to be around with and seek her professional advice.

True enough, that one tooth, which we all call the wisdom tooth, had grew out of my gums in the most unusual manner, which is like above the gum, above the other teeth and is faced in a 90 degree manner, thus my cheeks will always have to keep rubbing against it whenever I chew and in such angle, makes it quite hard for me to brush it clean properly.

So we set up the appointment on the same day Hubby has to return to do his teeth. I was already shaking then at the very thought ot it. What have I got myself into?

The dentist was really good and gentle though. It didn't really even hurt when she injected the numbing anesthetic into my gums. The only downside was that that med was really bitter. *bLeh*

Soon, she was like taking all these hardcore looking tools and was telling me to relax, don't fight it and I was like 'What the...??? After seeing all those tools, you ask me to relax? I could have just peed in my pants by looking at it!"

So the next best thing I know would make me relax is to close my eyes and pretend I didn't see those tools. All I hear is some clink clanks in my mouth, some tugging for a while and "phew* a feeling of something came loose and through and that stubborn tooth was out of my mouth.

It is really a big teeth, according to the dentist. Unusually big for a wisdom tooth but its still healthy, no cavity or what sorts. *yay!* Being a 38 person, I requeste to keep that one tooth of mine and was so engrossed with it. Hubby was really eeked out!

The anesthetic got to numb the left side of my nose for a while, and after a while when the pain was wearing off, I thought I'd be tough and just go nap it off. I woke up feeling like someone was punching me in and out really hard inside the mouth. Quickly fix myself something to eat and then pop the 650mg of painkiller. It worked.

Today, its better although I am still going to becareful with it because I am not sure if the wound healed completely just yet. Best to becareful then to let it bleed again...

So till then, let me leave you with two pictures of my extracted wisdom tooth.

Not so wise anymore, eh?

...2cm in length...

...0.8cm in diameter...

Guess who?

Just like any other normal days, I would park my ass in front of the TV at prime time and watch my shows on channel 711 / 303 or 701.. and suddenly one advertisement caught my eye and changed my mood so bad I could not hold it in any longer.

I thought I would burst if I didn't do anything about it or at least try to do something about it and voila! Hubby answered my prayers and in exchange all I need to do is just adhere to his terms and conditions which I don't mind at all. Seriously!

What advertisement that canggih that made my mood went up and down at the same time, nearly causing me to burst into tears?

I know, I have been declaring myself a SS501 fan. I still am but the fact that they chose to overlook Malaysia as one of their concert destinations and decided to end their Persona Tour in Bangkok.. it broke my heart! So now that Super Junior is coming down to KL for a full blown concert, why not????



Its so hard getting these Koreans to perform in Malaysia and when they do, its best not to miss a chance coz they are good!!!! and yummy! *wink*

I am still very much in love with LeeHom and Wilbur Pan, Ms Ho, just for the records. =)

Yes Yes! I still have that high school girl fan-crazy thing in me... You don't have to tell me that. I may be married with a kid and all but this is one of the many things that defines me so beat it! *gRin*

PRAYING HARD THAT THINGS WILL GO WELL, NO LAST MINUTE CANCELLATION AND THAT I'LL GET TO BUY THAT TICKET!

Grandmothers made my day

(Last night in the lift with neighbor's parents holding on to their granddaughter)

N : (telling her granddaughter -younger than Jaden) See, jie jie so kuai. Stand still and not move around like a monkey like you.

N's Daughter : He is a boy, not a girl.

N : Really? (speaking in hokkien now) Got cha-boh bin lah, so beautiful. Look at the dimples. Always smiling. Boy ah?

At that time, I looked at her and smiled.

N : He is your ...?

eMs : My son. He is my son.

N : Really? but you are so young looking..

(at that time, the lift reached Ground Floor and conversation ended there)

Today in the morning, I bumped into the neighbor again.

N : Are you going to work? (since it was 9am in the morning)

eMs : Not really but I help my husband from time to time.

N : You take care of your son by yourself?

eMs : Yea, my husband and I take care of him by ourselves.

N : oh.. very good. The big size one, that one is your husband right?

eMs : Yea, that one is my husband.

N : I think I saw him a few times before.. how old are both of you?

eMs : My husband is 31, me? I am 27 this year.

N : Really? If you didn't tell me that boy was your son, I would have thought you were his sister. You look like you are only in your late teens.

eMs : No-lah.. 27 already (but at that time, I was just gloating away.. hehehehe)

(Today again, when I came back from running work errands, I bumped into 2 kindy children with their grandmother)

One of the children was playing and ramped into me.

Grandma scolded her and say, "See, I told you not to spin yourself dizzy and now, you have bumped into jie jie already!"

WAHHHHH... those two compliments I received made my day today! *tee hee*

Let me gloat about it for a while can? Its not like everyday I get rare compliments like that.. =)

Yakity Yaks

Jaden turned 2 years and 5 months old last 28th Feb. I have not been updating his milestones like I used to just because there is nothing much that changed so far. Maybe in his habits here and there but as in development milestones, nothing much really. I am getting very worried as this might mean medical intervention but just as long as he grows up to be a healthy boy, I am fine. I know Hubby hopes the same for Jaden too, as long as he stays healthy and happy all the time.

Ok, enough of the part that I do not want to talk about. Its not that I am in denial over some facts but just that I get tired of explaining of something which have not even been diagnosed or may it just be like his Uncle Raymond' stage. He will probably start talking non-stop when he starts talking. =) Yes, and we are fixing an appointment with a specialist to see to it, so don't go telling me what to do. I know whats best for my child and how I want to go about it, its my way.

Other than that, Jaden developed another bad habit that pisses me off. Biting his shirt front all wet. I am just worried that he might catch a cold through that way and also, doing his laundry over and over again, sometimes daily compared to Hubby's or my laundry. Luckily for that many shirts he has.. but still, water don't need money is it?

Jaden jumps whenever he is happy or excited. Its a wonderful feeling to see him happy. He is usually easily pleased (unless he is in some foul mood -not enough sleep or its nearing naptime). He smiles easily and his smiles melt my heart each time. Those two little dimples etched in.. aawwww!

He has no separation anxiety from either Hubby or I, which is a good thing. He is quite independent to say, only that now he has learnt how to recognize places and sometimes he will just refuse to want to go to other people's houses, for example, his grandfather's, Aunt Lin's as he has not been there for about a year now or 6 months. He is most comfortable at home, doing his usual stuff but he, too, knows when he wants to go out for a walk or two. He understands when I asked him to wear his shoes. He will sit down on the floor and wait patiently as I put on his shoes for him. Yes, he has not learn how to put on his own shoes but I don't really mind that. One thing at a time. He will also know that once he comes into the house, he will have to sit down and take off his shoes before he is allowed to roam freely around the house. Malaysians don't wear shoes in the house!

He is starting to get scared of some characters from Sesame Street and other programmes. Things that don't scare him last time, scares him now. Elephants, Big Bird, Astro Supersport advertisement and much more.. sometimes the Honker Dinker Family, sometimes Elmo and some characters. He still likes Cookie Monster and I hope that continues.

Sometimes Jaden likes to retaliate, rebel and challenge me when I tell him No! or Stop It! Of late, he has developed this one bad behavior that I absolutely hates. Pinching! I have blueblacks all over my arms. It looks as if I have been hit by something hard or being abused at home and its all done by the little boy. Whenever I push him away or tell him NO! Stop it! he comes back for more. Its like he does it with vengeance but in truth, sometimes he is just feeling way too much geram-ness and this is one way he is letting it out. The padaetrician did mention actions like these before but well, Jaden is taking this a little too far. The marks are still there visible on my arms and its making me feel really ugly. Not to say I am not already but adding on to it only makes the self-esteem sink even lower. Hubby does reprimand Jaden for treating me this way but well, the boy still does it so the only way to tell him to back off those bruised arms is to let the cane do the talking. I am brutal when it comes to using the cane. I use it without mercy when he misbehaves because I really cannot stand naughty children. I am not embarassed with how Jaden acts but I would very much like him to listen to instructions and not do it when I tell him not to. I have got a friend who held on to him and gave him a piece of her mind and he just grab on to her and started pinching her back in retaliation. You tell me, such act deserves a caning or a whack? *sigh* I do hate myself for yelling at him and all but sometimes being all sugary and nice to him just don't work and well, the cane works! ONLY FOR A SHORT WHILE though... I can feel my blood pressure rising.... AAARRRGGHHHHH *f r u s t r a t i o n

All said, Jaden is not all that bad. When he is sweet, he is really super duper wooper sweet! He is actually a very nice boy, just as long as you know how to go about with him and all.. but sometimes, its me that is not playing nice. *oops!*

Enough of Jaden in this post for a while, so whats happening with Hubby and I? Well, both of us are in pain of some sort.
Hubby had a terrible terrible toothache last night that it drove him nuts. Yes, he was a nut case last night. His fuse blowing at the slightest thing but well, toothache can really drive someone up the wall so its pretty much acceptable. He could not sleep at all the whole of last night and painkillers at home just don't work on him. Its like his body is resisting to let the painkillers do their job. So today,after work, I took him to a dentist and well, lets just say he is sleeping like a baby now. Making up for lost sleep the whole of yesterday.

Me? My damn left wisdom tooth is starting to cause me discomfort again and I think it is my turn now to go visit the dentist again. Just that this time, maybe I will switch to Hubby's dentist because she seems like a nice gentle lady. Pimple in my nose just won't go away. First it was here because 'aunty' was coming and 'aunty' came and left, the pimple still remains and for those that had pimples in their nose before knows how much it can hurt and theres nothing you can do about it. Take that bitch! Must be all those chocolates I have been chomping down and hot weather and little consumption of H2O made the body heaty till eruptions like that has to take place...... IN THE NOSE of all places..

I have also been thinking that I should start to cut down my food intake. For my body frame, people might think I am still skinny and that I might not eat a lot but sometimes I eat a lot more than my Hubby so yea, I think with all these unhealthy food consumption, it will surely hit me back one day so I might as well start eating healthy now in healthy proportions. I can be such a pig! The last time I weigh myself, I am a whopping 46.2kg! Where did 45 go to? The thighs that I have with me now are thunderous looking and my arms are what EddyHan would call a BYEBYE arm! (with lots of blueblack bruises) DANG! and the tummy? Don't even go there... its so flabby its what you call a SAMCHANBAK (hokkien) My tummy looks like its a Shar-Pei puppy! *sigh* Giving birth ain't gonna be use as a reason to make myself feel better because there is no way that I should allow such thing to happen to myself! I can do it! I can do it! I can do it! Shuddup Simon!



Yea, so there goes my endless ramblings.. bored out yet? =) anyway its late now and I think I have enough of today.. time to go rest those racoon rings I have around my eyes.. some of my friends even suggest me having to getting punch all over or tan myself dark enough to blend in with those two charcoal black rings I have around my eyes. All these imperfections and I am blessed with a husband and child. He must have been really nuts! *gRin*