she rambles away

Hubby is down with cough. Bad one yet he still refuses to drink warm water. Padan muka don't want to listen to advice then now cannot kiss Jaden until he is well. Nevermind, he can watch me kiss kiss kiss Jaden then. =)

I, pulak, is sick and frustrated with my nose. The sinus is killing me. It really makes life miserable. What can I do to make it stop?

Just the other day when I said that Jaden loves his daddy because he showed signs of stress when I hit his father? Well, he loves me too. When the father pretended to hit me, he too went into crying mode. How cute can he get?

There is a lot of things pending for me to do. I know I want to do it but somehow there is always something that stops me. Like attending to Jaden till he sleeps and that also if he sleeps for like 2 hours or so. If not, everything will tergendala again. Need to clean up the house again, clean up the room, throw more things away that we do not need.. *sigh* a million and one things to do.

Did you hear? JLo gave birth already to twins, a girl and a boy. Can't wait to see their baby pics. Wonder who they take after? Soon to follow, Halle Berry, Jessica Alba, o.OH and the best one, Angelina Jolie's. Babies are popping out every month out of somebody. Was just watching some pregnancy documentary and then it made me think of those days of my pregnancy. I missed being pregnant.. tho I miss drinking with friends too. I prefer being pregnant tho. heheeheh more privileges! Juno is a great movie to watch. Should get your hands on that. Lovely story line...

I plan to have my hair cut really short. Should I? Will I regret it? o.Oh.. how how how? I need advice wey...

Rushed dinner ... again

Jaden rushed us through dinner again. The reason behind it? Not because he got hungry but because he was sleepy and he refused to sleep stationary in his stroller cot. So as soon as Hubby and I stuffed ourselves with the ordered food, we quickly went home. Lets just say, a minute or two after the car started moving, Jaden fell deep into slumber. Till we reached home, carried him and put him in his little hammock bed, he was still sleeping. Aaarrgghhh!!!!!

Hes so SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET!

Guess what Hubby did for Baby and me? AAwwwww.. hes so sweet! It was really a nice surprise for me when I woke up and went to open the fridge to find these... I have always wanted to get it since I read about it. HUbby just have to get it first for me. Just wondering if he walked all the way there when I was fast asleep or he ordered it online. Hmm... Anyway, I really appreciate what he did. Just in case if you are wondering why am I so hyped over these cakes, well, its because they are jelly cakes and I have yet to try jelly cakes. Wanna know where to get them? Try QJelly.

o.Oh and I LOVE YOU BABY!!!

No prize for guessing which cake belongs to Baby and which one's mine!

Jelly cakes I love!!!! Muah Muah!!

p/s: The teddy bear is actually pinkish in colour. Just that the cam didn't manage to capture the right colours. Look a the many happy rainbow coloured layers of jellies. I LOVE I LOVE!!!

pp/ss: Nope, its actually brown in colour -Milo flavored. Hubby said it was either that colour or a green coloured one. I am glad he chose the brown one then.. =)

Manyversaries of theirs...

He teased her. He made fun of her when she chose the wrong words. He always chooses a word from her and said, "Word of the Day". They were just having a good time together.

Then one day, he had to be confined at home to rest. She visited him without fail each time she is back in town. They would have late night dinner together.

One night, he gave her a coat because she badly needs it. Then he broke the news to her that he had resigned. That the home confinement was just an excuse for him to get things done before he moved on to the offer he got. Tears trickled down her cheeks as she thought, "Great, just as I thought I was starting to feel for you more than a friend, you are moving on..." and she just hugged him and said Oh. He lifted her face up and smiled. "Oh you moron, how am I supposed to know how you feel about me if I don't do this?"

"Huh? What? What do you mean?"

and then there and then she realized she had been tricked into confessing her true feelings about him. Her ego had made her shushed about what she felt towards him all these while.

That was how he and she became 'them'.

Happy one of the Manyversaries!

this peeg went out for drinks

and I thought he went missing on me. He got me so worried. Despite me telling him I will change the locks after 12am and that be home early, he came home nearing dawn.

Somehow, I surprised myself for not being angry like I usually will be. I was just freaking worried if anything happened because he didn't f**king answer my calls. My record, just three times because I just couldn't be bothered anymore. At least he messaged me about 2am to let me know there were at the mamak to let his friend sober up before his friend fetches him home. I hung around the house anyway, couldn't sleep.

You don't know how I fell into deep slumber after he was home, bathed and on the bed with baby and me. I guess its just me not being used to him not around me during my bedtime. I feel much more secure with him around me. What will I do without him? *sigh*

Hair loss

I am really contemplating to cut my hair short or better still, have them shaved off. What do you think? Ever since after I gave birth, I am losing hair by CHUNKS! I know its the hormonal change in my body that makes it the way it is but still, CHUNKS?? It is so scary to wash my hair because each time, I comb my hair with my fingers, CHUNKS of them will just fall off. Should I just hold on to my hair or have them cut off? Got any good salons to recommend? I am never able to find good salons here that is able to style my hair to my face shape. The only time I am really satisfied with my hair is the style my hairstylist, Dash from Penang did it but now, hes resigned from the normal salon I go to so... I need a new one now. Recommendation please!!!

He loves his daddy?

Last night, Hubby was just trying to irritate the shit out of me as usual by taking the bolster and disturbing me. So I retaliate and took the bolster from him and started hitting him. Jaden then was lying at his spot on the bed and when he saw me hitting his father, he started scrunching up his face and cried. Does it mean he loves his daddy and don't want to see his mother hit his daddy or is he just plain scared of both of us clowning around like clumsy bears? Hmm...

Jaden now not only babbles in his own baby language but he found out that he could shriek, shout and scream on top of his voice. Sometimes he just scream into our ear. Let me just tell you how loud it is -DEAFENING! He is screaming his way for things he wants now. Got to start disciplining soon I guess...

Not only does he insist that I carry him out of the room after he wakes up and let him sit up, he wants to stand now. Should have seen how happy he is when he is standing. That little boy I tell you, is always up to mischief and schemes to bully his parents. Once he is awake, which is always about 12pm, there is no way he wants to lie on the bed anymore. Nope! He'd rather be out in the living room, watching TV with me or his Sesame Street shows. He rather nap outside than in the room.

as for me, lack of sleep lack of sleep lack of sleep and a nose that is killing me with stuck /running nose.. clarinase o.Oh clarinase, when can i pop you?