This year's Merdeka

Last last year, Hubby and I, Iz and Gyn went to watch The Ant Bully movie when the clock striked 12 for Merdeka.

Last year, Hubby and I, Iz and Gyn and a few more friends had steamboat at our place and when the clock striked 12, all of us gathered at the balcony to see the Ikano's fireworks display which lasted for a good 12 minutes or so.

This year, Hubby and I carried Jaden and let him watch the Ikano's firework display from our bedroom window (shut tightly).

*sigh*

Iz and Gyn, where are you to celebrate the Merdeka with us?

p/s: Evbody must be cutting down budget coz the firework display this year lasted less than 10 minutes and they are not as awesome as last year's.

New Bad Habit

It has been raining almost every day for the past one month now, havent it? Only certain time of the day, the sun shines on strongly and make our armpits sweat (just a metaphor) then it rains, the wind blows till the balls shrivels. The extremes in weather change is making me sneeze non stop and want to pee in my pants with each sneeze. *sigh* Thank GOD for kegel exercises! If not, confirm sure leak pee like crazy! Now, thinking of those women in olden days, I really wonder if they would leak pee each time they have a loud sneeze? Since they would not know anything about kegel would they?

My sister, I wonder, what is her experience that she was cut opened instead of going thru vaginal delivery? Would they have the same side effects like those vaginal delivery women? Must ask her! I already told her that most labor cases in SJMC would want to cut their patients open instead of advising them and encouraging them to do it naturally. Sometimes I wonder if it is because of more money for the doctor, more money incoming for the hospital since they have to stay at least 3 days 2 nights, and is much more faster compared to vaginal delivery? I am glad I had Doc Yong as my gynae who is really all out to encourage natural delivery and is also very keen to ask mothers to breastfeed their babies.

Jaden is still being exclusively breastfed today. Only now, he suckles on before he sleeps off at night, dawn and in the morning before he wakes up for good. Then its solids, water, solids.. unless I let him nap in the room, then its milk time. If not, then its just solids during the day and milk at night.

He has been rather cranky lately. AND his sleeping pattern is pissing me off. He would wake up in the middle of the night and roll around like a puppy looking for the right spot to pee and if he stillccant find the right spot to sleep, he will end up crying and that pisses off Hubby and I. More on Hubby because he needs to work and a good uninterrupted night sleep is very much needed. I wonder if its because he is uncomfortable with the growth of his upper teeth that is cutting out or it is just HIM and his newly picked up BAD HABIT? *sigh* I really hope he grows out of it FAST!

Happy 11 Months Old Darling!

r.a.n.d.o.m photos of Jaden @ Aug 2008

"Come on over!"

"Lets see how I can spin the water inside this bottle..."

Mommy and I

"Hello!"

"Hmm.. how do I open this thing?"

"Do I tear open the plastic here?"

"Or should I just shake it first?"

"Oh NO! Mommy see my attempt in opening this thing here..."

"Let me drop it first and hope she did not see it..."

"NO MOMMY! I DID NOT PLAY WITH THAT! I DID NOT!!"

"Mommmmmmmmmmy... you can't just sneak in here and spoil my fun!"

F**K YOU!

This may be a racist post. For I am right now totally fuming over this ONE MAN WHOM I CURSE HE GETS RUN OVER BY CARS, LORRIES, MOTORBIKES, BUSES and whatever vehicle that you can name. TRAIN EVEN BETTER.. for GOD gave him eyes to see and yet when he saw, he chose to move forward thinking I am a samaritan to let him pass by while I am trying to get to the side of the road to put the little boy that clamber out of his baby seat. YOU THINK I WILL LET YOU PASS BY WHEN YOU ALREADY SAW THE TYRES MOVING??? FUCK YOU I WILL! You think you own the road just because majority of you just finish your thang which you claim yourself a religious FUCK but I swear if a girl dressed just in shorts and spagghetti straps will make your FUCKING JAWS DROP! AND I HOPE THEY DROP FOR GOOD! I curse you, and your family and your parents if they are still alive because of YOU! I hope you will die an excruciating road accident just because I think you deserve it. I spit on you and the things you wear for all those are just superficial. Under all those, you are just like anyone of us.. religious? PTUI! *** FUCK YOU! Don't let me recognise you or get to know which car belongs to you cause if I do, I SWEAR I WILL BREAK THOSE WINDSCREEN of yours! Have a FUCKING BAD LUCK DAY FROM TODAY ONWARDS! FUCK YOU.. I HOPE YOU DON'T LIVE TO CELEBRATE YOUR NEW YEAR!

This is actually aimed at just ONE RANDOM MAD MAN I curse and will curse every single day, every single second of my life... so well, don't take offense unless you happen to be that FUCKING MORON WHO DOES NOT DESERVE TO LIVE AT ALL..

Annoyed

Jaden has developed this habit where he will shout hungry and after a few mouthfuls of feeding him, he shuts his mouth tightly and refuse another spoonful of his food. It has been going on for days and finally today, while attempting furiously to force feed him his brunch fish porridge, it dripped onto his walker and the bowl toppled out from my hands. Irritated, annoyed and FEELING SO ANGRY, enough is enough. The little boy can go hungry all he want at the moment. I just could not be bothered being the patient mother sitting down there coaxing him to open his mouth each time I scoop a new spoonful. From hot till freezing cold, can you imagine the amount of time I take to feed this boy this few days? He has never behave like such for a very long time now and he is back to misbehaving again. One more time and I shall give him a good beating and scolding. Its time to start disciplining him now as his attitude is turning bad. At any change in our intonation towards him when he does something bad, he scolds us back or cry as if he has been abused. Once, he even threw a tantrum at me when I adjusted his head to let him sleep much more comfortably. No babies of mine is going to behave like a spoilt kid and I shall see to that. Spare the rod, spoil the child ... Jaden, its time we go pasar malam and choose your own rod for your 1st birthday present...

He is turning ONE in a month's time

She listens and take her meds according to the schedule we set at home. She cleans the house daily (she will find one way or another just to keep the house spic and span). She takes her afternoon nap 1/2hr to 1hr. The she goes to bed at about 10 or 1030pm. Have not heard her going in and out the toilet late at night so it must have meant that she actually got to sleep through the night.. at last she is getting her sleep.

Friday is coming and I wonder what the doctor will evaluate after meeting up with mom and of course, bombard me with questions about her daily activities while she is home. Have she muttered anything weird? Not really.. once or twice yesteday but today none. Only that she can get rather talkative. Have to make a mental note to let doctor know about what she said.

Hubby and I bought Jaden a lego duplo farm set for his 11th month old birthday. Tomorrow, we will get him his cake. One more month and he turns ONE. My baby boy is growing up so fast!!! *sniff*

Jaden loves playing with his grandma. He will talk to her and she will entertain him and so forth. He finds her entertaining when she speaks mandarin to him and sing him chinese children songs. Kan great now there is another person in the house that speaks another language to him other than just English? *pHew* There goes my worrying about him not being able to grasp his mothertongue. =)