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I have been kind of rude lately. I don't like what that comes out of me (verbally). I do not mean to be rude, nor do i mean to hurt, which I assumed I did but the questions and actions are so repeated that it hits my boiling points. I am truly sorry yet I am too egoistic to admit it to your face. I love you a lot. I also love the other family members. I truly hate it that sometimes without you realizing, you are trying to keep me for you and yourself only. I am all grown up now.. I will soon be a mother. I only wish you can now judge with your right mind.. It breaks my heart so bad to see you this way and it shatters me to be in betweens.