Since last night, he rejected milk and slept off without it. Then in the middle of the night, I warmed it up and thought might as well just stuffed it into his mouth and he will drink the milk like usual but he rejected that as well. Then early this morning when I thought he was tossing and turning and crying because he was hungry, a very very sleepy and tired me got out of bed and made him a bottle of milk only to have it rejected again. He only wants to drink water and water only. Then he fell asleep on me, near my head where I can't turn and sleep comfortably.... and when finally he decided to move a little away from me, I took the opportunity to shift my sleeping position and ter-touched Hubby's leg, the stupid fellow have to get up and start scolding people.. and I came to a conclusion. The next time I get to buy a bed, I would buy another single one JUST FOR MYSELF so I don't have to share a bed with someone who is so full of himself.
The boy finally woke up at about 12pm.. 12 hours sleep without food.. and when I was trying to feed him the fish porridge, half way through his bowl, he started to be his irritating self and spitting out whatever I put inside his mouth, wasting food. That really got on to my nerve, worried that he is not eating right, worried that he is not feeling well inside but not able to express, I got quite angry and started smacking his hands for playing with food.
Now, he is with his grandfather playing and ignoring me. Damnit.. such a bad start to a morning.. and I absolutely know that I am not going to like the rest of today..
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