Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Looking back...

Year : 1999
School : SSI Pg Form 5x
Agenda : Annual Dinner
Venue : Paradise Hotel

Ok. It did not seemed just like yesterday but I still remembered the day clearly. Stayed over with Anita, Wei Wei, SChee and Ning.. was PChern there? hmm... anyway I still have the picture of us four girls, posing by the little sailboat at the beach and a morning picture taken at the hotel room balcony with Ning and Lynn. I remembered you finding me after dinner and spending some time with me while Heng Hoow was watching TV in the room. I also remembered that its EDWIN's' birthday today.

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDWIN CH'NG!

Year : 2002
Split. Broke up. Broken. Life took a turning. It was the beginning of change... love and hate collided. My first ...
anyway.. moving on with life, its been years.. so let me forward it to today...

Year : 2007
Jaden has been constipated for almost 3 days now and I was just telling him during diaper change that he has to poo. If not, its to the doc and right after his feed.. he was having this "PUSH, PUSH!" facial expression. So I encouraged him by accompanying him to Uunggh.. and BLIAK.. I thought I felt something seeped through his bodysuit. True enough, he shat! So I happily carried him to the nappy changing mat and VOILA! What a Sight to Behold! Lets just say that soft little BLIAK I heard was a FULL BLASTED DIAPER FULL OF SHIT! I then quickly wiped him up, so pleased with myself and before I could put a new diaper on him, he decided to treat me to tea... and this time, I could not save the picture card. Soaked in his pee, I have to throw it away. o.Oh to top it all, I ran out of the dry tissue to soak the pee up... luckily I was smart enough to have a few pieces spared by the side of the changing table. *sigh*

Introduced Jaden to his 'euo euo' yesterday. The one where u put the baby into the baby hammock. Seemed to like all the motions and he fell asleep, napping. A good way to let him nap in the afternoon. Just hoping that he wont get addicted to it. If not, I will have trouble tucking him to bed at night. This boy is an addict. Once he decides he likes it, he wants it! Just like my side of the bed and his hundred over ringgit crib is now taken over by his soft toys!

Took Jaden to my gynae's clinic for my PAP smear test last Monday. Showed him off to Doc who laughed when Jaden tabik-ed him.. Won't be seeing Doc till next year, when my next PAP smear test is due... Hubby and I have a feeling that Doc is going to miss all our antics.. I mean, who else makes fun and joke around in the labor room, or when the Doc is trying to deliver the baby?

By the way, if you guys are wondering how old is Jaden this week? He is going to be 7 weeks old this Friday. Learnt to smile when you call him name and he coos and gurgles back in reply to you talking to him.. What cuteness... They grow up fast..

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Congratulations Simon!

Hubby and I wanna wish Simon congratulations on his latest addition to his family -a little boy!


CONGRATULATIONS on your NEWBORN !!!!

Jaden now will have a playmate soon. Same age. Same sex. Same father's name. *sigh*

ter- oops!

I accidentally ter-***** my boy and made him cry. His cries are for real this time because I myself felt his pain. I do not mean it to happen. Just that my hand got caught in something and it ter-let go and ter-hit my boy on his h**d. So So So Sorry darling! Sucha bad mother. Didn't help with Hubby slapping my hands to tell me I am so careless. I know I am and I am already feeling terrible about it. No need to make me feel worse.. No need to repeat what did I do and how it happened. I already told you period. I am still feeling so guilty over what happened.. it was accidental.. really.. *sniff*

Jaden vomitted out his milk today. So kesian my boy. Today is just not his day. I remembered lifting him up to burp him for a while before putting him back down to sleep, which he did not. He chose to be wide awake which I can't blame him because he has been sleeping the whole day, almost 12 hours full or even more! So as I was coming out of the bathroom, preparing his bath, there I heard Hubby screaming that Jaden vomitted. Lets just say I got an earful and something else from Hubby. His neverending assumptions and all.
We quickly wiped Jaden clean, and then burped him for a little while more before taking him for his bath. Cleaned him thoroughly, especially at the neck area. Guess that added more to my depression. Maybe I am not a good mother after all. Mistakes after mistakes.. but at least I know my boy loves me and wants me.. My son!

Thursday, November 8, 2007

Bitchie bitchie...

Hubby cooked carbonara for lunch today. Yummy thick creamy cheesey sauce just tops it all.
and then... he starts to complain that now not only does he cook, he cleans up the house, he work, he does laundry (sometimes), feed the rabbits and clean them, sometimes do the dishes.. he said soon he is going to lactate and then breastfeed baby. I told him to stop bitching about life. He made me french toast for dinner. Now, tell me am I being just plainly ungrateful today? Don't get me wrong.. its just today I feel like telling him stop bitching, thats all.. *gRin*

Heres the toast he made for me.. yummier than any of those found in char chan tengs..


o.Oh and pics of Jaden today, what Mummy did to him and how he bonded with his Daddy...


Won't you be angry too if your Mummy puts a Donkey on your head?


Sharing a secret with Daddy



I want it and I WANT IT NOW Daddy!!!

Festival of Light

Happy Deepavali !

Festival of Light means another public holiday to us Malaysians. Public holiday means no need to get up early in the morning. Alas, I no longer have holidays. I work 24/7 round the clock, when 'work' beckons, I am there to serve my boss. My little feisty boss -Jaden!

Its funny isn't it when it is Raya, you hear firecrackers going off... and best-nya during un-godly hours in the morning. Its ok to play with firecrackers then.

Then its Deepavali, you hear firecrackers too. Just that not so much, and they do put into consideration not to blast them off at 3-4am in the morning. Just until maybe a little after 12am thats all...

Then, when its Chinese New Year, you hear news that the enforcers are out to catch those playing with firecrackers.

Welcome to Malaysia, a country with berbagai kaum, berbilang bangsa, and the love we have for one another.

Maybe its the other nationals that are here in our country that is the one blasting off inconsiderately at night. Who knows? I am just saying that it irritates the shit out of me, to let all these inconsiderations happen right under our nose yet we close one eye.

Anyway, enough of me bitching about those above because in reality, nothing is going to change the fact that this is how this country works.

Tomorrow is Friday and Baby Jaden is officially one n a half month old. Still feisty, but at least now he understands a few words like "Mummy feed!", "Wait!", "Patience, my love!" and his own name of course.. Hes getting a little too big for his newborn diapers, now we are going up a size of two bigger... some shirts can't fit him anymore and he is now as long as the nappy change mat...

Tomorrow, Jaden might be following Hubby out for his work rounds. Maybe only la.. depends on the little boss's mood...




Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Just not yet ...

I speak too soon.
Nope! Jaden has not gone to that stage where he is able to sleep throughout the night. Not just yet, soon tho.
He is now learning how to laugh at 6 weeks. Everytime he looks at Hubby who talks and jokes with him, he will have this look on his face, as if trying to imitate Hubby's smiles and laughter. Babies do learn fast, don't they?
He knows when he cries, Mummy will be there. As long as I am beside him, he stops crying or maybe just a little crocodile tears to hurry Mummy to feed him.
He falls asleep easily when I lie down beside him, maybe because he feels safe.

They grow up fast...

Jaden woke up early this morning at about 5am just to watch Liverpool scored another 2 goals against Besiktas.

Liverpool vs. Besiktas = 8-0
How cool is that? Lets just say Hubby's one hour wait for the game (time difference) to begin was worth it.
My Jaden, the little Liverpool boy. Has always been one since he was inside me. Always kicking excitedly when it is a Liverpool game. Never on a MU game.. maybe other football games but still much more harder kicks during Liverpool.. Daddy and Jaden is going to visit Anfield one day, leaving me behind I am sure... Boys I tell you! They will tell me soon enough they both need their man time together....